Between idealism and reality
Recently today, somebody told me that I’m an idealist person, way too idealist. This statement comes from person who already took part and experienced in bureaucracy life.
That statement is making me confuse and questioning myself. Really? Am I that kind of person? What’s wrong if so?
I won’t judge whether it’s right or wrong. I have my own argument.
Another question popped up in my mind. Can the idealist condition occur in bureaucracy life? Why can and why can not?
Perhaps that certain situation will only occur in academic life.
God sent an angel, named Mom
Normally, I’m not the kind of person who actually quiet expressive. These things just pop up in my mind while I was about trying to sleep.
I want to write something about my-one-and-only mom. I write this because I feel terribly homesick right now. Even though I know she wouldn’t read this, but I just want the world to know how precious is my mom.
Being a mom is the highest achievement in woman’s world.
My mom is the most patience person I’ve ever met.
She never ever easily gets angry.
She’s the most caring person in the world.
She is paying more attention to me than myself.
She couldn’t stand if something’s bother her family.
She is the frontliner and ready to protect us.
She is the one I could count on.
She teaches me how to treat people and how to value my life.
I know when she’s tired, but she never showed us.
When I was home, she always welcomes me with a huge smile.
She always supports me for everything I’ve been through.
With her smile, I’ve managed to struggle in my current life.
I believe, there are uncountable reasons for why I should make her proud.
Mom is the greatest gift of my life.
She is my life, my soul.
She is the reason why I’m here.
She will always be mentioned in my pray everyday.
I love you mom, always will.
Today, my life just begin
Today, my life just begin
As a newly bachelor
Today, my life just begin
Considered as an adult not just a student who always depends and spoiled by everyone.
Today, my life just begin
I am fully responsible for what decisions I’ve made, for every path that I will take to shape my future
Today, my life just begin
It is the time to explore societies and the world, see what I can give to others after what others had given to me
Today, my life just begin
Holding a bachelor degree from reputable university doesn’t make me forget about my contribution to Indonesia, to give something for another 20 competitors
Today, my life just begin
I am here to prove myself that I am not useless, I need to achieve something greater in my life
The road is unpredictable. I have my own vision and in order to achieve my own vision, I need to work harder than anybody else.
Success doesn’t come in an easy way.
Today, my life just begin….
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Time
2011 is gonna be ended up in just one day. It feels great, eversince I have some precious moment which could lead into major change in myself, especially drive into maturity.
I have particular experience in this 2011 which is so inspiring like my internship in PGSP UNDP last June and having my boyfriend graduated from college on October. Those are just a few experience I’ve had through this year and yet there are still thousands experience worth to share during 2011.
I’ve learned, I’ve growth, I took risk, I have expanded my horizon, and I’ve become a 4th year grade in college.
They say, yesterday is a history.
Yapp, another history has been set up, and also enriched my life journey. There’s no use for regret. What has come up, just be grateful with it.
I have absolutely no regret for what I’ve done in 2011. Through bad times, I am pretty sure that there’s a morale story behind all of those bad things. I have loss a friend of mine in 2011 and that clearly told me to value this life much much more.
I am excited to see what’s coming on 2012. Hope that I am gonna graduate this year, Aamiinn. And also get a new adventure, friends, experience, and better vision to the world.
Here I am, ready to make 2012 counted.
January 3rd, 2011. #neonfish #seaworld (Taken with instagram)
The crowd. #train #people #stuck #reality (Taken with instagram)
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