8 months ago
Rewind

2013 was a fabulous year for me. Many things ended either with happiness or sadness. One thing for sure, 2013 has definitely become stepping stone for my future.

I found out that I have been diagnosed with very rare eye condition which had not been cured yet. After suffering for more than one year, I finally tried to make peace with my condition. This is the turning point from my perspective about health, physically and mentally. I realized that I might have to live with this eye condition for the rest of my life. I believe that, God never put me in a situation that I can not handle. Thus, this eye condition is something that I can handle.

Another great moment back in 2013 was exactly happened at November 27th, 2013. It was the day that I was anounced as one of the candidate of LPDP scholarship. I never been felt happier in my life, knowing the fact that my dream for study abroad was approaching. I proved to myself that it was not just a dream, it was doable. Moreover, I was able to make my family dream become reality.

2013 is a year full of unexpected twist.
2013 is a year full of blessings.
I am extremely grateful for what I have achieved.
The path that I’m taken is slowly begin to clear.
And here we are entering 2014 with full of excitement.
I can’t hardly wait to know what the future has to offer.
As Barney Stinson said, 2014 WILL BE LEGENDARY!

1 year ago
Between idealism and reality

Recently today, somebody told me that I’m an idealist person, way too idealist. This statement comes from person who already took part and experienced in bureaucracy life.
That statement is making me confuse and questioning myself. Really? Am I that kind of person? What’s wrong if so?

I won’t judge whether it’s right or wrong. I have my own argument.

Another question popped up in my mind. Can the idealist condition occur in bureaucracy life? Why can and why can not?

Perhaps that certain situation will only occur in academic life.

1 year ago
God sent an angel, named Mom

Normally, I’m not the kind of person who actually quiet expressive. These things just pop up in my mind while I was about trying to sleep.

I want to write something about my-one-and-only mom. I write this because I feel terribly homesick right now. Even though I know she wouldn’t read this, but I just want the world to know how precious is my mom.

Being a mom is the highest achievement in woman’s world.
My mom is the most patience person I’ve ever met.
She never ever easily gets angry.
She’s the most caring person in the world.
She is paying more attention to me than myself.
She couldn’t stand if something’s bother her family.
She is the frontliner and ready to protect us.
She is the one I could count on.
She teaches me how to treat people and how to value my life.

I know when she’s tired, but she never showed us.
When I was home, she always welcomes me with a huge smile.
She always supports me for everything I’ve been through.
With her smile, I’ve managed to struggle in my current life.

I believe, there are uncountable reasons for why I should make her proud.

Mom is the greatest gift of my life.
She is my life, my soul.
She is the reason why I’m here.
She will always be mentioned in my pray everyday.

I love you mom, always will.

2 years ago
Today, my life just begin

Today, my life just begin

As a newly bachelor

Today, my life just begin

Considered as an adult not just a student who always depends and spoiled by everyone.

Today, my life just begin

I am fully responsible for what decisions I’ve made, for every path that I will take to shape my future

Today, my life just begin

It is the time to explore societies and the world, see what I can give to others after what others had given to me

Today, my life just begin

Holding a bachelor degree from reputable university doesn’t make me forget about my contribution to Indonesia, to give something for another 20 competitors

Today, my life just begin

I am here to prove myself that I am not useless, I need to achieve something greater in my life

The road is unpredictable. I have my own vision and in order to achieve my own vision, I need to work harder than anybody else.

Success doesn’t come in an easy way.

Today, my life just begin….

2 years ago

mochacafe:

(via 19-ninefeethigh)

Wondering where almost the city light come from?

mochacafe:

(via 19-ninefeethigh)

Wondering where almost the city light come from?

Cite Arrow via mochacafe
2 years ago
Time

2011 is gonna be ended up in just one day. It feels great, eversince I have some precious moment which could lead into major change in myself, especially drive into maturity.

I have particular experience in this 2011 which is so inspiring like my internship in PGSP UNDP last June and having my boyfriend graduated from college on October. Those are just a few experience I’ve had through this year and yet there are still thousands experience worth to share during 2011.

I’ve learned, I’ve growth, I took risk, I have expanded my horizon, and I’ve become a 4th year grade in college.

They say, yesterday is a history.
Yapp, another history has been set up, and also enriched my life journey. There’s no use for regret. What has come up, just be grateful with it.

I have absolutely no regret for what I’ve done in 2011. Through bad times, I am pretty sure that there’s a morale story behind all of those bad things. I have loss a friend of mine in 2011 and that clearly told me to value this life much much more.

I am excited to see what’s coming on 2012. Hope that I am gonna graduate this year, Aamiinn. And also get a new adventure, friends, experience, and better vision to the world.
Here I am, ready to make 2012 counted.

2 years ago

January 3rd, 2011. #neonfish #seaworld  (Taken with instagram)

January 3rd, 2011. #neonfish #seaworld (Taken with instagram)

The crowd. #train #people #stuck #reality (Taken with instagram)

The crowd. #train #people #stuck #reality (Taken with instagram)

2 years ago

Fort Marlborough, Bengkulu (Taken with instagram)

Fort Marlborough, Bengkulu (Taken with instagram)

White shell (Taken with instagram)

White shell (Taken with instagram)


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